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If only you could hear me out

I don’t wanna scream and shout

Ain’t it funny how time flies by

Now we’re stuck back wondering why 

Why did we dive so deep into the blue?

If only I ‘d a known it was never you

But merley a reflection of me

It would have been so much easier to see

 

 

I've been trying hard to sit still

But that’s what’s making me ill  

Oh how I wish you could see me now

I’d tell you to scream and let it all out

Call me an egocentric fool

Blame it all on your days in school  

I’m sick of being the one who waits

Time to take that step past these gates

 

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Now that you’re here with me,

Should’ve known it wouldn’t be easy

to let it be

I see your eyes so full of grace

They make me lay down

every mask,

every face

And I am trying hard to find stand

Just to get close enough to touch your hand

Suddenly the past hits..

reminds where I once stood

Shows me every mile I have walked

to get something good

 

I've been trying hard to sit still

But that’s what’s making me ill  

Oh how I wish you could see me now

I’d tell you to scream and let it all out

Call me an egocentric fool

Blame it all on your days in school  

I’m sick of being the one who waits

Time to take that step past these gates